July 3, 2005. Blue skies – Homestead/Princeton, FL
Lord thank you for
being my real life and that I am “hidden” in you (Colossians 3). And please
help me to live this new life that you’ve given me so that others might know
you. Help me to lay aside my fears.
I met with Dr. Edelman Friday. He seems very nice, caring
and knowledgeable. Jessy went with me. He said that I am most likely going to
have the left breast and lymph nodes removed. The PET will be the final
conclusive test (7-5-05). So, I must decide who I want to be my surgeon and at
what facility. Father, please help me
with this decision. I know you are with me no matter what I choose, so I guess
I should choose what is the easier for my family. I just realized this may
be ongoing so Baptist will be closer for treatments, etc. Father, guide me because I cannot see the road ahead but I know you can
and I know you love me. Thank you for all these things, Amen.
It precious to ready mom's thoughts bc it make me feel like she is close again, and yet it is so difficult at the same time.
ReplyDeleteyes, I know. For me, it is more comforting and therapeutic than it is painful. Bittersweet memories!
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